Topic: Solitary confinement
Wow, when I wrote almost a month ago about January being a time of isolation I had no idea of the extent to which I would experience it. I was actually unable to write new posts due to the overwhelming sense to withdraw. When I did venture out into the world (an event that happened way more than I wanted it to) I found that I felt incredible discomfort and desire to just withdraw and be alone. It seems that the universe was serious when it sent the message that January was for introspection. I know from talking to others that I was not alone in my feeling and experiences this month. As I interacted with others the interactions seemed strained and slightly edgy or uncomfortable. There was an incredible feeling of disconnection during this whole month. It was like we could be in the middle of a crowded room and feel like there was no one there.
At first I thought it was just me- being an Aquarius I am used to feeling aloof and disconnected as a part of who I am. But this month those feelings were intense and they seemed to be impacting more than just me. In previous months I had felt more connected to people around me than I had ever felt before. This month threw me for a loop and had me fearing that I had returned to my old ways. Well, there is good news, the message that I am getting now will put those minds that are wondering if this disconnected feeling will last forever, at rest finally. We are headed out of this phase and are now going to be experiencing the opposite. The energy is shifting like the swing of a giant pendulum, from isolation and disconnection to partnership and connection.
February is about connections, connections, connections! Every time I tune into this month the feeling is that it will be busy, it will be fast, and it will be filled with social fun. There will be connections made in this month that will assist us in all areas of our lives. New doors will be opened in business and personal life by the people we know or meet. As we emerge from our January cocoons we suddenly find that people around us are bringing us opportunities. These opportunities may not be apparent at first. An old friend may pop back into our lives without warning, a person we have never met or barely know may move into a more prominent role, or we may learn something new about the friends we have had for years. Whatever form the connection takes, the message is that our connections to eachother will be of great assistance to us in whatever we are pursuing. This assistance may be immediate or may make itself known in the months to come. Whatever the case, we will look back and remember that the seed of what developed in our lives began with a connections we made in February.
I am excited for this coming month and a bit nervous. After feeling the isolation of January and then having the experience be so much more intense than I had imagined it would be, I get a little nervous about what these connections and partnership will feel like, how intense they will be. At worst case it feels like there could be some anxiety brought about this month due to the intensity of the connections we will be making. So if you begin to feel anxiety just know that it is temporary and it is only a side effect of something that will prove to be a wonderful help to you during the coming months.
Get ready for social time and have fun meeting the people who will bring you opportunities for the months to come.
With love and truth